4 days later..

Happy 2011 everybody!

Hope you'll had a great time on New Year's eve..
For me, it was a gloomy transition from 2010 to 2011,
coz we're facing a HUGE problem which can only
be resolved if the RESPONSIBLE person took responsibility of his
own doing, which indirectly affected us.

But still, I have hope for the best this 2011.
I hope I can religiously do my duty as a muslim to pray 5 times everyday,
without excuses. I reackon since I am a housewife, I have the previledge to do my
duty. I hope we will improve on our financial part. I hope my husband will
be as healthy as a bull. I hope my family be happy. I hope the best for my children.
And the list goes on.

2010 was a very tiring year for me.
I moved back to singapore late 2009 and stayed in singapore with the kids
for 10 months.
Within that 10 months, I finally realised I have no life.
No friends. No self-esteem. It really make me think very hard what I want
in my life. Though I was happy to be reunited with my old school mates,
I can feel the aloofness of some of them.
And the one I thought that I can be frank & close with, dissapoint me.
But I still appreciate she make an effort to be kind to me.
The best part of 2010, was the chance to stay at my own house and with my parents.
And I get to mingle with my nieces & nephews which i missed their craziness so much.
And get to meet my best friend, maria, again n went out with her couple of times
and I missed you galfriend.
After 10 months we moved back to dubai.

Our life is still uncertain.
I prayed to ALLAH to make 2011 a better year for us. Give me strength to face
any obstacles that you had install for us. And give me courage so that I can protect
my kids from any sorrows.
InsyaALLAH.