LOST

I think I have lost it.
No more shopping mojo. lol
Why?
Because after I bought something,
I felt guilty.
I felt that it was an unnecessary purchased.
But I am still a weakling, I gave in to temptation.
But regret later.
Sigh...

I love to shop. who doesnt right?! lol
But now everytime I bought something for the kids
which husband has to pay for it.
I felt wrong.
And everytime I kept telling myself
NOT to overspend.
They dont need so much clothes,
books, TOYS..etc
Yet, give in to temptation.
Just because I love to dress up my kids.

And now, I dont feel the joy
of shopping anymore if I go at this
rate.
Maybe for the 1st 2 purchases I feel
happy to get a good bargain.
But after that, even a good bargain
wont make me feel happy anymore.
I felt it a waste of money.

I think I need help to curb my spending
habit.
Before things get out of hand.
I want to feel the joy of shopping.
And not feeling guilty or wasteful.

I want that shopping mojo back.
LIke i used to have.
I want to able to feel good that
I got a bargain.

Yeah, I know this is a lame entry.
hah, but i just want to get it out
of my system.

Ok now, where should we go shopping?! LOL.